personal journey of transformation

This blog chronicles my personal journey from fat to fit

Friday, September 9, 2011

My Journey of Transformation Begins

May 25, 2011 - What was I thinking?

A day late in May found me trying to figure out how to enter a body transformation contest .  The grand prize was a trip for two to Maui!!   I had never done anything like this before.  This contest was going to be awesome!  This wasn't a random drawing type of contest.  This was a results oriented contest!  All I had to do to win was be the person who had the best physical transformation over a 98 day period.  Well lord knows I needed to transform my physical being and this contest came to me as a "sign from the Universe".  I had asked in my morning meditations for help and guidance in my life, especially in regards to my health.   Later that morning I saw an email with the heading, "Transform you body and Win a Trip to Maui".  Well I went to High School in Maui, I have friends in Maui AND I needed to transform my body!  The Universe is full of amazing grace, you need but open your eyes. 

Step one:  I needed to purchase an E-book called Burn the Fat Feed the Muscle (BFFM) by a guy named Tom Venuto.  Tom is a natural body builder and the guy sponsoring the contest. The book promised to be my key to success! 

Step two:  I needed to post my intention to enter the contest on the Inner Circle Members Only Website for BFFM.  To do this I needed to post pictures of my "before transformation" body in a bikini.  Three poses where required, Front, Back and Side along with a picture with a newspaper for date verification.  I didn't even own a bikini!!    

Step three:  I had to overcome my fear of posting before pictures.  I knew they were going to be horrific.  I knew that looking at a picture of myself in all my fat glory was going to be difficult and I had to be brave enough to let others scrutinize me as well.

So what WAS I thinking?

I remember thinking that I needed to be brave and trusting of the Universe and all it's magical ability to create Light and Abundance in my life.  I had been actively meditating for "Health, Wealth and Happiness", it had become my mantra.  It was now time for action, meditation alone was not going to transform my physical being, I needed to sweat some.  This body transformation contest was right inline with my desires and I did feel The Divine in the way things so easily unfolded and in the way it all made sense to me.  I had received a direct answer to a plea I had implored upon the Universe in my morning mediation.  What more did I want?.  


You need but ask............says the Universe

I took the below picture on 8/31/2011 the last day of the 98 day body transformation contest!

I wore these pants on 5/26/2011 horse back riding and they were tight

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